Kuzu Inou【Ondo wo Kaeru Mono】 no Ore ga Musou suru made Chapter 61

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61 Shinozaki Yuria’s sudden impulse

At that time, I was bored.
That’s right, very bored.

(Right, let’s try entering his inside secretly)

That was just an impulsive prank.
I just wanted to peep at the insides of the person I’m slightly interested to due to the boring lessons.

(I feel bad for him, but……)

Because I have such ability, I take into consideration of privacy considerably.
I don’t usually enter a person without any reason.

In the end, when I use telepathy, I can’t lie. Because it gets awkward if the person knows that I peeped at the person’s mind, I can’t do it normally.

But in his case………

(But……he saw a lot things……so isn’t it fine for me to take revenge?)

I was very casual.
Just like I’m going for a little walk.

(Fuhehe, what. I’m just going to go sightseeing and come back)

(He was amazing during the School Wars)
(That Talent’s inside……I wonder how is the image)
(Isn’t that interesting?)
(Right, just see it for a while……just a while)

Just like that, I decide to invade his insides secretly…………

(Today, my condition is good, so I feel like it would go well)

And I dived deep inside him.

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…Good……I’m in.

Okay, invasion success.
Now, let’s look at your home……

……Oh?

Found it right away.
This is…his Talent’s (Power) wall.
The source of his strange ability.

…………Uwaa, as I thought, it’s huge.
In addition, the density…it’s dense. Pitch black.
If I see from the outside, I can’t even see the insides at all.

…Let’s see……?
I’ll have you show me your insides a little…
………Only a little, just a little, okay?

…Good, I’m through………………
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……Yotto……

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……………Eh???

……What……is this strange space…?

What……is this?? What is it?
………Strange. This is definitely strange.
To have this kind of thing in here is……
………very unnatural. Impossible.

No matter how I look at it, this is too big.
This is………a universe? A world???
No, I don’t know very well, but…
But it’s something that big.
It’s definitely not the volume that should be in a human.

Why?
Why there’s something like this here?
Deep in Serizawa-kun’s heart……there’s a very big something.

Rather than starry skies, it’s more like a dark universe…………a strange space which the depths can’t be seen at all.

……It’s very chilly here. Very cold.
The thing flowing around is……the vortex of emotion?
What’s there is……

…The deep despair…as if tearing himself into thousand pieces.
…The infinite loneliness…as if it can’t be expressed in words.
The dark fear…as if a bottomless hell…that makes me feel sick.
The frozen storm of grief………
That would break my heart just with a touch.

Produced so that it circles………
The anger…condensed to the limit. Hatred.
Malice vortex of killing intents and grudges.

And the deep sadness………as if burning my body just by looking at it. Despair lamentation.
………Eternally huge…………a complex vortex (image) of emotion filled the world.

………What……exactly is……this??

Is this the source of his Talent??? Why???
How exactly can he stay that calm……while carrying all these inside himself?
Normally, if a person carries such thing……no matter who it is……no matter how strong the person is……the heart will be eaten (break) immediately.

This is………this kind of thing is not an image a human should be touching.
I need to get away quick……
I need to get away……otherwise, I’ll surely………

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……………Eh?
………What?

…………………………Stop……
…a………ve…

…Don’t en…ter……inside……me……

…t……op……
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…Don……t…come
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The glimpse of the image that passed through me.

The thought that entered my mind forcibly is…

…………「Someone  please save me」…………

I feel like it’s those words…………
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And my consciousness was swallowed by the dark vortex of emotions just like that.

 

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Meria-sensei was not in the infirmary.
「I am in the principal’s office next door. Please call me if there is any something」. A note like that was placed there.

I asked Motomiya-sensei to help for now, and laid the unconscious Shinozaki-san on the infirmary bed. Shinozaki-san suddenly fall in the world history lesson, and she won’t reply no matter how many times I call her. She’s breathing, but it’s clear that she’s not sleeping.
Motomiya-sensei places his hand on Shinozaki-san’s forehead, and uses his Talent to understand her condition.

「How is she, Motomiya-sensei?」
「This is……really bad~. She’s in an『Extra』 condition」
「What exactly……is that……!?」
「If we leave her like this, she will become a Variant~. And that’s a ve~ry bad situation」
「How come!? In the classroom?」

「She probably peeped into someone’s Domain, I guess. If a human with a normal Record Range, does that kind of thing, that person will be Overwritten in a blink of an eye. I hope that not much were overwritten」

「Record Range? Overwrite?」
「That’s enough!!! Chihaya-sensei, are you curious!? Further information will………be available for a discounted price. It’s 500 billion Yen……what will you do?」

「Like I can pay! Stop joking around, and treat her」
「My my……even though I’m like this, I’m doing it seriously, you know? Ah, yeah yeah, I’ll do it with pleasure~………If I get what I deserve that is」
「Really, you’re………」
「Well then, I’ll ask Meria-sensei for the charge later……I’ll erase all the invaded Talent Image. There’s no time already. It might leave some trash inside, but that’s her own responsibility……」

「Please. I’ll go and get Meria-sensei, okay?」


「I think it will never sell……」

「At that time, I’ll bring it into my coffin」


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8 Responses to Kuzu Inou【Ondo wo Kaeru Mono】 no Ore ga Musou suru made Chapter 61

  1. EROgeX~ says:

    Those who live a carefree life always bottled up their emotions.

    When you learn of thing they knew you will be tainted back.

    • Si Buta dari Goa Batu says:

      They’re carefree because they can controltheir emotions. Well, sometimes I just want to kill people. So yeah, I smiled.

  2. Serizawa has it rough. *Listening to Leave It All Behind while reading this*

  3. johnfmarble says:

    He’s ignoring his emotion, it’s wont went well or perhaps another harem member?

  4. thediabolicalgenius says:

    Wow. That was a twist. Atsushi may not be the carefree, happy-go-lucky baka protag he’s been presented as so far.
    I wonder how long we’ll have to read before this piece of foreshadowing bears fruit? When will we find out where all that dark stuff came from. What the hell happened to him? The suspense may kill us all before we find out.

    I’m also wondering how much Yuria will remember and how she’ll treat him after this. Will it be sympathy or will she avoid him in fear of the trauma? it’d be the shame if it’s the latter. It’s the first interest any girl other than Kaname has shown in him in a while.

  5. Cutie Meow says:

    Thanks~

  6. Nyamsus says:

    *insert meme*
    the loneliest , the kindest
    the saddest , the brightest

  7. ishira says:

    Lol, you don’t simply invade a cheerful person mind, the more cheerful a person, more dark things bottled inside, since the person never let them out.

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