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Chapter 277 – The will to live was weak, very dangerous
Cheng Yan-Luo found several medical books from a box, and she had just sat down in her room when she heard Little Ten’s shout.
“Senior Sister, Senior Sister, not good!”
“Don’t you know how to speak? How am I not good?” Cheng Yan-Luo rolled her eyes at the person that just entered.
Little Ten repeatedly waved his hand. “Senior Sister, it’s that Highness that is not in good condition!”
“What did you say?” Cheng Yan-Luo’s brows went straight up. “Speak clearly, don’t talk as if you are squeezing out stuff bit by bit. Who are you trying to make anxious to death?”
Little Ten took a deep breath. “Senior Sister, after that Highness drank the medicine, he suddenly spat out blood. Third Senior Brother has already rushed over.”
Once he finished speaking, Cheng Yan-Luo tossed aside the medical book in her hand and immediately followed over.
How could he suddenly spit out blood? Clearly she had just taken his pulse ah!
Cheng Yan-Luo didn’t think much before taking large strides into the room prepared for Xiao Xu. Seeing Sha Feng in the middle of examining Xiao Xu, she immediately asked. “What’s going on?”
Sha Feng straightened his body with a face full of regret to say. “Senior Sister, Prince Ying’s body is rejecting the medicine you gave him. Moreover, all the organs in his body are quickly failing. His pulse is already very faint, I’m afraid——”
“Afraid of what?” Chu Qing-Yan grabbed his arm, asking urgently.
“Afraid he won’t make it to tomorrow morning.” Sha Feng shook his head and sighed.
What——
Chu Qing-Yan fell back several steps. She looked in disbelief at the person lying on the bed without any color on his face. How could he say he wouldn’t make it to morning and he really won’t make it to morning!
She doesn’t believe it!
“Older Sister Yan-Luo, just now wasn’t he good? How come by saying he is seriously ill, then he would be seriously ill?” Chu Qing-Yan immediately turned to look toward Cheng Yan-Luo in the room, as if grabbing onto the last hope.
While Sha Feng was talking, Cheng Yan-Luo had already started to examine Xiao Xu’s complexion. Now she walked over and flipped Xiao Xu’s eyelids as well as his tongue. Then she placed her hand on his pulse, and now her heart was more certain of the answer.
One only saw her turn and seriously look toward Chu Qing-Yan. “To save a person may not be hard. But to save a person without the will to live, even if you were to invite an immortal from the heavens, he would still be powerless to reverse the situation.”
“What do you mean?” Chu Qing-Yan stared blankly.
Her meaning, was it that Big Block of Ice’s heart had decided not to continue living?
“To say this another way, he doesn’t have any wish to continue living on. That’s why his body rejected the medicine he just drank, making him spit it out. This intensified the spread of the poison. Moreover, it’s very unfortunate that he started to have a fever. If this fever were continue to burn, no need to wait until morning, within two hours he would certainly die.” Cheng Yan-Luo finished speaking, exhaled a breath of cold air, turned and prepared to leave.
“Impossible, how could my family’s master have this kind of thoughts? Did you diagnose wrongly?” Fire Spirit howled anxiously.
“I have confidence in my medical abilities.” Cheng Yan-Luo rolled her eyes, if it was not for little sister Qing-Yan, she would have already driven those people that repeatedly questioned her medical expertise out of the medical center.
Why would Big Block of Ice not want to continue living?
Also, why must he abandon the desire to survive?
Chu Qing-Yan couldn’t understand no matter how she tried, but seeing Cheng Yan-Luo preparing to leave, Chu Qing-Yan immediately stopped her. “Older Sister Yan-Luo, where are you going? Do you not plan to save him anymore?”
Cheng Yan-Luo shook her head. “A person that planned to die, why should I waste my energy to save him? It even wasted medicine herbs.”
“Not at all, not at all, it’s unlikely that he would give up on life!” Chu Qing-Yan’s speech was somewhat incoherent. Big Block of Ice was already like this, if Cheng Yan-Luo gave up on him again, then there really wouldn’t be a bit of hope left.
Cheng Yan-Luo held her shoulder and looked at her. “Unless you can wake up his will to live.”
“Okay, I won’t let him give up.” Chu Qing-Yan promptly nodded.
“If you can’t do it within two hours, then even if the most famous doctor in history was alive, he won’t be able to save him.” After Cheng Yan-Luo finished speaking, she walked toward the door. In the end, she added another sentence. “There shouldn’t be so many of you staying here, it will affect the atmosphere in the room. It will also affect your master.”
Fire Spirit and the others exchanged a glance, all of them wanted to remain behind. But in the end, it was Earth Spirit who said. “All of us will go out. Let’s hand over here to the little consort to deal with. Let’s believe in the little consort, that she can awaken master’s last bit of consciousness.”
“Little Consort, we are handing master over to you. Ask that you wake him up.”
Although everyone was very reluctant, but in the end they still nodded toward Chu Qing-Yan. Afterwards, they walked out quickly. Because the atmosphere inside was so oppressive, all of them almost couldn’t bear the deep sorrow in their hearts.
Once again, peace was restored to the room.
Chu Qing-Yan stood up slowly inside, turned her body and looked back. She felt her shoulder was very heavy, as if thousands of pounds of responsibility was pressing down on it. Her entire person was about to collapse from the weight.
But compared to this, her chest was in so much pain that she couldn’t breath.
Because even now, she still couldn’t accept the fact that Big Block of Ice’s will to live was so weak.
She slowly walked to stand in front of the bed and extended her hand to touch that face wearing a mask. The skin was burning hot and was exceptionally pale. Her hand couldn’t stop trembling. “Big Block of Ice, didn’t you promise me, didn’t you say that I should wait until I grow up, that you will take me to tour the world? Now you tell me you don’t want to, isn’t this going back on your promise? A gentleman’s word that is as fast as a horse whip, how can you act so shamelessly? This isn’t fair to me at all. If other people break their promise, I can get it back. But if you go back on your word, how am I to get back the principal with the interest? At that time, you would have already passed away!”
Why don’t you want to?
Is it because you are too tired?
“Are you worried that once the poison is solved and your body recovers, you still have to face those endless tasks? Also, those responsibilities that you can’t unload?”
Chu Qing-Yan paused, her finger touching her eyes. That always calm expression was now concealed by those eyelids. She couldn’t see it anymore.
“Big Block of Ice, you should not be so selfless to Western Xuan while being so selfish to yourself.”
“Those people that only want to squeeze out the last bit of value from you, you can ignore them. Those heartless relatives, you can just not take notice of them. But you must not forget there are still people that want you to live. Because you are their sky, you are their master.”
“For you, Xiao Lie Cavalry gave up their lives, because they wanted you to live on, to take revenge for them. If you just give up like this, aren’t you failing to live up to their heartfelt wishes?”
Saying up to here, she still couldn’t feel any reaction from the person under her finger. Her breathing was blocked, and the sour flavor in her nose was hard to endure.
Still didn’t work?
Chu Qing-Yan closed her eyes, tears flowed down her cheeks before falling down.
“Big Block of Ice, you can not want Western Xuan, you can not want the royal family. But you can’t not want me!”
With great difficulty, she opened her inner heart to accept one person, but was then informed that this person was about to leave. This feeling of being dropped from a great height was very difficult to deal with.
“In this world, besides my parents, I don’t have other relatives. You can’t just leave like this. You said it before that you want to watch me grow up. I still haven’t grown up, you can’t break your promise!”
“I’m sorry, I won’t be headstrong anymore. I won’t ever be disobedient again!”
Xiao xu, you must continue living, the poor heart of Qing-yan can no longer with such sadness 🙁
Thanks for the chapter ❤
Too short…. haven’t cry enough yet! Wah!!!
Mooooorrreeee……. chappie….😭😭😭
Such short and sad chapter….crying!!!
Thanks
‘But you can’t not want me!’ I love this line from Qing-Yan. And I love the promises at the end that she won’t be able to keep …. headstrong, disobedient … yeah, right!
Thanks for the chapter.
Thank you !!
Gran bloque de hielo, acaso perdiste el deseo de vivir porque ” esa” persona te traicionó?, sera difícil de sanar eso, pero sobre todas las cosas tienes CQY y ella sera tu cielo, tu sol, tu luna, tu viento, tu día y noche, sólo por ella vale la penar vivir
Thank you!